It is only 161 days since I told the ER doc to stop talking and give me the transfusion he said I'd need to live. "If I need …
I Stopped Trying To Tear Down The Walls
That story didn't take place on Hampshire Road nor did it involve a junior college math professor who looked like a undernourished …
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Pinballing Through Memories
Sometimes I dream about lying on the floor feeling the blood run out of me and the moment I realized I was dying. I remember more …
Death Threats Are So 1939
A few more fans slipped into my DMs or found other ways to tell me to pray they don't find me or to promise karma would catch up …
When The Family Dog Saves Your Life
Got Woke Up This Morning playing as I sit at the computer visions of Tony Soprano rolling down the highway interspersed with …
Death Didn’t Seem Painful Part 2
It's a month since I was released from the hospital and a little more than a month since the paramedics wheeled me out. If the …
Do You Believe In The Power Of Magic?
I said the Shema before the doc put me under today. I didn't know they were going to intubate me during what they call a minor …
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We’ll Live Like We’re Dying
Ten months ago I rolled into the local hospital so they could give me a few drugs for the purpose of pulling out some Grade A …
The Unreliable Fools Of Elonia
Couldn't decide if I wanted to start this post with Mick Jagger's, Visions Of Paradise or Johnny Cash's cover of Hurt. So I …
When Your Father’s Ghost Visits You
It's thirty-one years since my Uncle Mark died and almost seven since his older brother, my father died. Their father, my grandpa …






