I hadn’t intended to write anything here today, been too busy processing some changes.
Hadn’t intended to write anything because I was going to leave Changes For A New Year up for a while I mulled over some things.
Was trying to decide if I needed to be more blunt and direct than I have been and then things happened that made me wonder if it mattered.
Because I began to think maybe I had more than made my point and if I hadn’t come across like I was yelling and not just growling.
Shrugged my shoulders because I have my ideas but I don’t really know the answer and laughed because that has been a theme of late.
I have questions that I want answered because I want better than just an idea and had to come back to what my dear departed friend David said about 30 years ago.
“Sometimes you have to accept you won’t get the answer you want or that if you do it won’t come in the time frame you want it to.”
Lao Was/Is Right
Lao was onto something here and I am taking this minute to remind myself of it. I have to let go and let be.
What is meant for you won’t go past you and what no longer serves you will be released. Maybe it is like Bruce says in Atlantic City
“Everything dies, baby, that’s a factBut maybe everything that dies some day comes back”
Got a wistful smile on my face as I tweak the blog and consider what I’ll leave these changes or move to something else.
Got no doubt that some of what has happened was necessary and that sometimes change is really painful but necessary.
Maybe there will be a day to revisit somethings or maybe it will all drift into memories of a time that once was.
All we can do is take it one day at a time and see where it leads.
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